{"id":1020,"date":"2017-07-21T05:23:02","date_gmt":"2017-07-21T05:23:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-timmy-couisn\/"},"modified":"2017-07-21T05:23:02","modified_gmt":"2017-07-21T05:23:02","slug":"dear-timmy-couisn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-timmy-couisn\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Timmy (Couisn)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I heard that you hung your self I really didn&#8217;t want to admit it.  You were in pain, the kind of pain no one should have to feel.  I don&#8217;t want to but I blame you for most of my pain and depression.  the week you died my Uncle passed away from stage 5 cancer and my best friends dad died from a stroke.  it hurt.  why did you do it.  I&#8217;ve felt that kind of pain .  I guess im just writing to say I&#8217;ve forgiven you.  I just need you to know that suicide doesn&#8217;t end the pain, it just passes it on&#8230;and Timmy you passed your pain to me.  and I forgive you, because unlike you I guess I was strong enough&#8230;suicide is for those who cant handle the brokenness and guilt.  I just want to say I undersand and I miss you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I heard that you hung your self I really didn&#8217;t want to admit it. You were in pain, the kind of pain no one should have to feel. I don&#8217;t want to but I blame you for most of my pain and depression. the week you died my Uncle passed away from stage 5 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1020"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1020\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}