Hey.. It’s your granddaughter, again. I needed someone to talk to, but everyone’s so busy in their own life, I don’t want my problems to be added in their own problems. So I’ll just rant here for awhile okay? I took my English oral examination today. I don’t know, I think I did badly. I was stuttering, nervous, I felt like crying when I was talking to the examiners. After the exam, I immediately burst out, I cried. I cried because I thought I fucked up. I thought that’s the end, I’m going to fail my whole national exam now and I have no future anymore. But then, I realised I was just over thinking. But I just couldn’t stop crying because I was so disappointed in myself. It’s so so difficult, my life is so difficult. I really want to give up, but I know I can’t. I can’t disappoint my parents, teachers and.. Myself. I have to persever a couple of months more and I’ll be done. I just want to make my family proud, that’s all. And it’s so hard. I am so terrified that I might lost my motivation because of this. I’m scared that I’m starting to think that I’m not good enough or smart enough. Regardless, I’ll try my best I’m everything I do. How’s life up there? Is it better than here? I hope you guys are doing fine. I love you guys.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hey.. It’s your granddaughter, again. I needed someone to talk to, but everyone’s so busy in their own life, I don’t want my problems to be added in their own problems. So I’ll just rant here for awhile okay? I took my English oral examination today. I don’t know, I think I did badly. I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1033","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1033","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1033"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1033\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1033"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1033"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1033"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}