{"id":106,"date":"2014-07-28T05:05:59","date_gmt":"2014-07-28T05:05:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-anyone\/"},"modified":"2014-07-28T05:05:59","modified_gmt":"2014-07-28T05:05:59","slug":"dear-anyone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-anyone\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear anyone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve done horrible things. I&#8217;ve made friends, online, friends who helped me through the bad and through everything else. I&#8217;ve gotten in trouble for having those friends, and the only thing I could think of doing was telling them I was dead, because really, that&#8217;s all I had wanted, and still want to be.<\/p>\n<p>Every time I think about what I had told them, I sneak to the computer and log onto a secrete account and sit there for hours, debating whether I should tell them the truth or not. When I do go to type, I read something they said. They said that I was a wonderful person they wish wasn&#8217;t dead, and they wish was alive and talking to them. When I read that I begin to have an Anxiety attack&#8230; I don&#8217;t know how to control them&#8230; all I know is that the only way to stop them is to tell those people the truth, and if I do that, they will hate me&#8230; They will wish I was really dead.<\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;re reading this, you may think that I&#8217;m idiotic, and stupid, and I agree. I don&#8217;t know what to do&#8230; Please help.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m&#8230;<br \/>\nI&#8217;m&#8230;so&#8230;so&#8230;sooo&#8230;<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t write it..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve done horrible things. I&#8217;ve made friends, online, friends who helped me through the bad and through everything else. I&#8217;ve gotten in trouble for having those friends, and the only thing I could think of doing was telling them I was dead, because really, that&#8217;s all I had wanted, and still want to be. Every [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-106","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=106"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=106"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=106"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=106"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}