I would say that I miss you, but you taught me not to lie to people. If I am being honesty I don’t think I will ever miss you. Yes you gave me some very valuable lessons, most of which I will pass on. But not all. I won’t pass on how you disciplined me, I won’t pass on how you hid me from the world. Like I was embarrassing. Most importantly i won’t pass on ow you made me feel. I never felt strong, or beautiful. I never felt skinny, or like my skin was my own. You told me I was fat and stupid. Ugly and weak. I never feel like the people who tell me I am beautiful are telling the truth. I won’t miss the way I would flinch or tense up when you moved. I won’t miss never having roots because my world was ALWAYS around you. You are still my world. I do love you but you will never be forgiven… at least not right now. You made me feel hated because you hated yourself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I would say that I miss you, but you taught me not to lie to people. If I am being honesty I don’t think I will ever miss you. Yes you gave me some very valuable lessons, most of which I will pass on. But not all. I won’t pass on how you disciplined me, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1126","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1126","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1126"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1126\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1126"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1126"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1126"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}