Hii, I hope you are well. I did talk to my lecturer about how I feel,but it doesn’t help that much..I don’t know what to do,grandpa. I can feel myself slowly becoming unmotivated and I really don’t want to feel like that,I’m trying so so hard to be optimistic. But omg , it’s so damn hard. I’m pretty sure my grades are showing off my attitude towards learning. I know I still want to learn, but I’m doubting myself a lot when I’m in school,the subjects I’m taking,did I choose the right choice? My parents don’t know anything about it. I guess, I’m back to square 1, bottling up everything. I want to talk to someone,but I’m so scared. My parents have expectation of me and I don’t want to disappoint them ,you know? I feel like I’m in a stage of life where I’m figuring my pathway ,my decisions and especially,what do I aspire to be in the future? I don’t even know my aspirations. Everything is going down hill and I feel so shitty everyday,grandpa. I really want things to get better and I’m trying so hard to be strong everyday. It’s so tiring.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hii, I hope you are well. I did talk to my lecturer about how I feel,but it doesn’t help that much..I don’t know what to do,grandpa. I can feel myself slowly becoming unmotivated and I really don’t want to feel like that,I’m trying so so hard to be optimistic. But omg , it’s so damn […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1170","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1170","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1170"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1170\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1170"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1170"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1170"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}