I\u2019ve been meaning to write this letter for what feels like forever. Sometimes I think about you, and it feels unreal you\u2019re not here anymore, and you had to go that way. One of my biggest fears, is forgetting the memories I have with you , those of which I can still remember. I want to tell you that I miss you so much. Sometimes I\u2019ll be fine, but then i walk past your picture in the hallway, and my eyes are welled with tears. It hurts knowing this sadness will never go away, but it gets better with time. I feel really guilty when I get happy about being so preoccupied with all that\u2019s going on , I forget to think of you. I\u2019m just proud of myself for moving forward, despite the tragedies I\u2019ve gone through.
\n The last couple of years have been eventful, to say the least. There have definitely been more downs than ups, but I\u2019ve learned that I am worthy and capable of continuing on. Ate and kuya are both in college now, and I\u2019m a sophomore in high school. I know it seems crazy. I know it was your dream to see us all go through high school. I\u2019d like to think you are watching over us, from wherever you are , and are proud of who I\u2019ve become.
\n You didn\u2019t deserve, to have what happened to you, happen, but you fought, and you went knowing you tried your absolute best. I\u2019m pretty sure I get that characteristic from you . No one knows this, but the reason I work so hard is because I want to make you proud, and I will always try to for as long as I\u2019m here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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