I remember the day you left like it was yesterday. I remember coming home from school and seeing the look on dads face and it told me it all. I felt my heart sink, i had never felt like that before. Its almost been 3 years, things haven’t changed or gotten better. There’s so many questions i have and things i want to say to you but i would be typing forever. You were my best friend, my little brother, and my favorite person to be around. I wish you could see how far I’ve come in life. I miss you more than anything. I miss going to target and pushing you around in a cart up and down the isles. I miss you waking me up every morning. I miss how caring and loving you were. You were and are the strongest person I know. I’m sorry things ended how they did. It wasn’t your time to go, you were just a baby. One day I hope to see you again, even if its for a second. I would do anything to hold you in my arms one last time. I’ve learned to realize that you are gone and at first it didn’t feel real, i was in denial. Reislyn always asks where you are, and i never know what to say because she is only 4 and doesn’t understand. Its so weird to think that one minute you were here and the next you were just gone. I always think about what you would look like now and what kind of person you would be. I love you more than you will ever know. And i hope you are having the best time in heaven playing with dinosaurs and all the toys you could dream of.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I remember the day you left like it was yesterday. I remember coming home from school and seeing the look on dads face and it told me it all. I felt my heart sink, i had never felt like that before. Its almost been 3 years, things haven’t changed or gotten better. There’s so many […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1367","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1367","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1367"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1367\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1367"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1367"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1367"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}