I know I never really got to know you since you passed when I was only a few months old but I miss you even though I don\u2019t remember you. Dad was really messed up after you died; it changed him or ,well, that\u2019s what my mom tells me, how he acted after was one of the reasons they split up actually. I\u2019ve never lived with my dad before, after they split I was always with my mom and it\u2019s been that way for 15 years until just recently. Now that I had to move up here with him it\u2019s not great, I mean there are good days and maybe it\u2019s everything else but I miss home and I don\u2019t know what to do. I was always told you were the best listener and with advice so I wish you were still around to help me. I\u2019m struggling right now, for the first time my grades are dropping and I\u2019ve stopped caring about myself, nothing is going my way and I\u2019m scared because I\u2019m completely lost and I can\u2019t bring myself to talk about it with anyone. I guess I got that from you huh? It\u2019s the strangest thing ya know, I\u2019m not too sure how much I believe in all that bible stuff recently but sometimes I swear it\u2019s like you’re watching over me like a guardian angel, I know that sounds corny but it\u2019s true. I just wish I could\u2019ve met you like really got to know you. Maybe if I had I wouldn’t be so worried that I’m disappointing you every day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I know I never really got to know you since you passed when I was only a few months old but I miss you even though I don\u2019t remember you. Dad was really messed up after you died; it changed him or ,well, that\u2019s what my mom tells me, how he acted after was one […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1368","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1368","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1368"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1368\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1368"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1368"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1368"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}