Bunu \u0130ngilizce yazmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ama kendimi ana dilimden daha iyi ifade edebilece\u011fimi sanm\u0131yorum.Zaten ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n okuyup okumamas\u0131n\u0131n da pek bir \u00f6nemi yok.<\/p>\n
Bu kitab\u0131 ilk okudu\u011fumda hayat\u0131mda kimseyi kaybetmemi\u015ftim ama kay\u0131p bu olmal\u0131 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.Her zaman s\u00f6ze d\u00f6kemesende her davran\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 etkileyen ve hayat\u0131n\u0131n gidi\u015fat\u0131n\u0131 etkileyen bir ac\u0131.Bu ac\u0131y\u0131 kendimde ya\u015fay\u0131nca anlad\u0131m ki kitapta anlat\u0131lana ger\u00e7ekten benziyor.<\/p>\n
Kitab\u0131 okuyal\u0131 y\u0131llar oldu bu y\u00fczden tam olarak olaylar\u0131n nas\u0131l ilerledi\u011fini hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum ama ba\u015f karakterin kendisini su\u00e7lad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.Birini kaybetti\u011finde ger\u00e7ekten de k\u00f6t\u00fc an\u0131lar daha ak\u0131lda kal\u0131c\u0131 olabiliyor.Bizim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir\u00e7ok g\u00fczel an\u0131 var ama ben sana yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m haks\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131 en \u00e7ok hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.Belkide biz insanlar\u0131n yap\u0131s\u0131 budur,bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n
Yazabilece\u011fim pek fazla bir \u015fey yok.Seni kaybetmenin ac\u0131s\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman ge\u00e7miyor ama zamanla al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum galiba .Ben en \u00e7ok bundan korkuyorum san\u0131r\u0131m.Al\u0131\u015fmaktan.Sen bunca y\u0131l hayat\u0131mdayken birka\u00e7 y\u0131lda yoklu\u011funa al\u0131\u015fmak sana yapaca\u011f\u0131m en b\u00fcy\u00fck yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131k gibi geliyor.Ama biliyorumki ben de \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm zaman benim yoklu\u011fuma da al\u0131\u015facaklar.Belki de bu istemeden yapacak oldu\u011fumun yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biraz olsun hafifletir.<\/p>\n
Senden bahsederken ge\u00e7mi\u015f zaman hakk\u0131nda konu\u015fmak o kadar zor ki bu y\u00fczden ayn\u0131 zamanda isminden bahsetmeyece\u011fim.Seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum.Seninle ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumu \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum.Ke\u015fke o g\u00fcnlere geri d\u00f6nebilseydim.Yapt\u0131klar\u0131m i\u00e7in beni affet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bunu \u0130ngilizce yazmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ama kendimi ana dilimden daha iyi ifade edebilece\u011fimi sanm\u0131yorum.Zaten ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n okuyup okumamas\u0131n\u0131n da pek bir \u00f6nemi yok. Bu kitab\u0131 ilk okudu\u011fumda hayat\u0131mda kimseyi kaybetmemi\u015ftim ama kay\u0131p bu olmal\u0131 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.Her zaman s\u00f6ze d\u00f6kemesende her davran\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 etkileyen ve hayat\u0131n\u0131n gidi\u015fat\u0131n\u0131 etkileyen bir ac\u0131.Bu ac\u0131y\u0131 kendimde ya\u015fay\u0131nca anlad\u0131m ki kitapta anlat\u0131lana ger\u00e7ekten […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1388","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1388","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1388"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1388\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1388"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1388"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1388"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}