I really really miss you. I miss you, and I hate how I have forgotten some of our memories. It has only been a couple years, but… I forgot. God I am so mad at myself for forgetting, and I can’t believe I have forgotten. I miss you letting me sit on your lap in your chair. I miss you even when you had to pull that splinter out of my foot and I started bawling. It didn’t really hurt at least not that bad. I just wanted to get attention from you I guess Grandpa has a new lady friend. I don’t know if you would like her, but I domt think you would hate her either. Well, except for the fact I know she says Mary. I don’t know what else to say here, but I just miss you. Oh, and mom and dad got divorced. It really hasn’t been easy. Me and mom moved into our new house on January 1st 2022. that would have been a few months short of you being gone for 2 years. I’m writing this on December 31st at about 11pm. Almost a new year… yay. That just means it’s a new year without you. I know it hasn’t seemed like your passing has took a toll on me, and I didn’t think it did either, but I just really miss you. Anyway back to the divorce thing. Me and mom moved back to the town mom grew up in. It’d on the other side of the highway from your guys’ old house. I heard a while ago that a kid got suspended for running outside of the school and going to the cemetery, you know since the cemetery is across the road from the school. I’ve thought about doing that a few times, to see you. Life is just so stupid, and it hurts, so bad. I’ve been a wreck ever since the divorce. I really miss you grandma.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I really really miss you. I miss you, and I hate how I have forgotten some of our memories. It has only been a couple years, but… I forgot. God I am so mad at myself for forgetting, and I can’t believe I have forgotten. I miss you letting me sit on your lap in […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1469","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1469","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1469"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1469\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1469"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1469"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1469"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}