Kendim i\u00e7in 3 sene \u00f6nce yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m mektubu az \u00f6nce burda okudum ve belki de bu yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da bir 3 sene sonra bulaca\u011f\u0131m.Hayat o kadar bilinmezliklerle dolu ki.Bu 3 y\u0131l i\u00e7inde o \u00f6nceki k\u0131zla hi\u00e7bir alakam kalmam\u0131\u015f gibi hissediyorum.\u0130lk a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m ve ilk ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da.Severek ayr\u0131lman\u0131n ne kadar zor oldu\u011funu da ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f oldum.\u00dcst\u00fcnden aylar ge\u00e7ti ve \u015fimdi g\u00f6n\u00fcl rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla s\u00f6yleyebilirim ki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7bir \u015fey i\u00e7in pi\u015fman de\u011filim.Bu zamana kadar bana kar\u015f\u0131 hisler besleyen kimseyi sevememi\u015ftim ama \u015fimdi a\u015fk\u0131 u\u011fruna bunca \u015feyler ya\u015fayan t\u00fcm herkesi anlayabiliyorum.\u0130nsanda bir \u015feyleri de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor.Umar\u0131m tekrardan o hissi ya\u015fayabilirim.Ama bana daha uygun biriyle.\u0130\u00e7imde kelebekler u\u00e7u\u015fsun tabi ki isterim ama umar\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 omzuna yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda huzur bulabilece\u011fim biri olur.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bazen a\u015fk tek ba\u015f\u0131na yetmiyor.Bazen t\u00fcm duygular\u0131n\u0131 arkanda b\u0131rak\u0131p hak etti\u011fin \u015feyi se\u00e7mek zorundas\u0131n.Yani kendini.<\/p>\n
Umar\u0131m hayat bana bundan sonra daha nazik olur.G\u00fczelliklerle gelir.Sevdiklerimle uzun sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 bir hayat istiyorum tek dile\u011fim bu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kendim i\u00e7in 3 sene \u00f6nce yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m mektubu az \u00f6nce burda okudum ve belki de bu yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da bir 3 sene sonra bulaca\u011f\u0131m.Hayat o kadar bilinmezliklerle dolu ki.Bu 3 y\u0131l i\u00e7inde o \u00f6nceki k\u0131zla hi\u00e7bir alakam kalmam\u0131\u015f gibi hissediyorum.\u0130lk a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m ve ilk ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da.Severek ayr\u0131lman\u0131n ne kadar zor oldu\u011funu da ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f oldum.\u00dcst\u00fcnden aylar ge\u00e7ti ve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1475","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1475","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1475"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1475\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1475"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1475"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1475"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}