{"id":215,"date":"2015-01-10T12:49:14","date_gmt":"2015-01-10T12:49:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/my-dear-brother\/"},"modified":"2015-01-10T12:49:14","modified_gmt":"2015-01-10T12:49:14","slug":"my-dear-brother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/my-dear-brother\/","title":{"rendered":"My dear brother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today is my birthday. I remember the last birthday when you were still here. How you huged me after you said your wishes. We didn&#8217;t hug a lot, never actualy. But on my birhtday you always gave me a hug and it ment a lot to me. I miss this hug now, today. Everything is so empty and I miss you so. I try to feel you, like everyone says about the people that pass away and are dare to them &#8211; that they feel their presence and that they feel them watching over them. I don&#8217;t feel that and when I&#8217;m lonely I try to feel you and be sure that you take care of me, but I don&#8217;t feel that and it hurts so bad. I feel like you left me but I need you to be here for me. It hurts so bad that you decided to leave this planet and I feel so alone, everything feels so empty, like you left a hole in my universe.  I want to know that you take care of me, feel like you are still here in a way. <\/p>\n<p>&#8221;Happy birthday to one of the few people whose birthday I can remember without facebook&#8221;, you would say. <\/p>\n<p>I miss you so bad.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today is my birthday. I remember the last birthday when you were still here. How you huged me after you said your wishes. We didn&#8217;t hug a lot, never actualy. But on my birhtday you always gave me a hug and it ment a lot to me. I miss this hug now, today. Everything is [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-215","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=215"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}