{"id":271,"date":"2015-04-04T03:39:31","date_gmt":"2015-04-04T03:39:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-sonny-boy\/"},"modified":"2015-04-04T03:39:31","modified_gmt":"2015-04-04T03:39:31","slug":"dear-sonny-boy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-sonny-boy\/","title":{"rendered":"dear sonny boy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You just passed away for like one month ago  . I still couldn&#8217;t believe , or in myself i don&#8217;t want to believe . I just couldn&#8217;t accept the fact that your are  gone in this world . I will never see you anymore . I don&#8217;t know what the real cause of your death , i read on facebook you died with the typhoid fever , and they also said you had a mental problem . But i guess those are just rumours , or maybe if that&#8217;s true , i guess you still  have a chance to get well . The doctors knows how to treat those  kind of sickness  , but then i don&#8217;t know what happen , i don&#8217;t know the whole story , and the real cause of your death .<br \/>\n        I just wish i was with you in your hard time , i just wish i did something to help you , but then i didn&#8217;t know that you got sick , and hospitalized . It was too late , i just got a news from your facebook that your dead , and when i read that news , i was too shocked , my mind went black , and suddenly  my body couldn&#8217;t move , i just feel that my eyes full of tears .  I was crying for a whole night , all our memories together when we were young keep coming back in my mind  just like a dream  . I saw you as a young boy of how wonderful you are  , and your my hero , aren&#8217;t you? You always saved me in my trouble , you always make me smile , and your just the only person that can accept  me of who i am , of what i am .   I still remember all of those times that we had  spend together with our other friends , i was so happy back then , i&#8217;m happy being with you  .  But then  those are just memories , memories that can&#8217;t be fade in my  mind , maybe it keep coming back , but then it wouldn&#8217;t go .<br \/>\n          You still young to be dead , you just only 23 i guess , i can see that if you still alive you have a better future ahead of you , because i know you , your not just genius but also a very hardworking person , and also you are good to other people . You know how to help others when they needed you , and that&#8217;s the thing that i like you the  most . But God has a better plan for you , and i know wherever you are right now , i know that your happy.  It&#8217;s just makes me sad that i did not see you one last time before you  , atleast to say my farewell . I did make it i&#8217;m sorry . But i just wanted to say , thank you for a childhood memory  . Happy and sad times that we had spent together , i&#8217;ll really  treasured both of  it . You are always be my Parekoy -best- childhood- friend of mine , you stays in my heart forever , and  i always look back to see you smiling at me , before i step forward  to keep up with my dream , Because everytime i looked back your smile give me a courage to keep on walking to my dreams , and never give up no matter what happen . <\/p>\n<p>           THANKS FOR THE PRECIOUS MEMORIES OF BEING A CHILDHOOD WITH YOU . \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You just passed away for like one month ago . I still couldn&#8217;t believe , or in myself i don&#8217;t want to believe . I just couldn&#8217;t accept the fact that your are gone in this world . I will never see you anymore . I don&#8217;t know what the real cause of your death [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-271","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/271","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=271"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/271\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=271"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=271"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=271"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}