The world was terrible to you. In some ways i understood why you wanted to leave this world. Though, in even more ways, i think you were a jerk to be so selfish to leave. We were in love. You kept promising you would come see me in person but you never did.. you were scared, and to be honest so was i. But that doesn’t excuse why you did that and why you left me. Its been a year and the wound you left is still open and agonizingly painful. Your brother blamed it on me.. and so did i. Did you ever think about that? Did you ever consider that i was hurting at the time too? You thought that id be happier with you out of my life. But you were WRONG. I loved you so much, you had my heart and i had yours. I forgive you and ill never forget you, your on my mind constantly and in my dreams at night. You left my life but you wont leave my mind.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
The world was terrible to you. In some ways i understood why you wanted to leave this world. Though, in even more ways, i think you were a jerk to be so selfish to leave. We were in love. You kept promising you would come see me in person but you never did.. you were […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-295","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/295","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=295"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/295\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=295"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=295"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=295"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}