{"id":384,"date":"2015-09-26T05:18:23","date_gmt":"2015-09-26T05:18:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-kiko\/"},"modified":"2015-09-26T05:18:23","modified_gmt":"2015-09-26T05:18:23","slug":"dear-kiko","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-kiko\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Kiko"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This hardest part was accepting that you were gone. I was in denial for a few months, how can you just disappear like that? Accepting your death was the painfulest thing I&#8217;ve ever had to go through. When you hurt yourself you kind of just forget what it felt like to be okay. But this wasn&#8217;t anything like that, this was like getting hurt but feeling numb instead of pain. You were so young. I miss you so much it hurts. Who knew I&#8217;d make it after everything? But here I am and I will continue fighting for you and I will make you proud.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This hardest part was accepting that you were gone. I was in denial for a few months, how can you just disappear like that? Accepting your death was the painfulest thing I&#8217;ve ever had to go through. When you hurt yourself you kind of just forget what it felt like to be okay. But this [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-384","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=384"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=384"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=384"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=384"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}