{"id":501,"date":"2015-12-30T11:41:09","date_gmt":"2015-12-30T11:41:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/to-my-lolo-and-lola\/"},"modified":"2015-12-30T11:41:09","modified_gmt":"2015-12-30T11:41:09","slug":"to-my-lolo-and-lola","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/to-my-lolo-and-lola\/","title":{"rendered":"To my Lolo and Lola"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been years since you&#8217;ve been gone. I built a new world without you and now it&#8217;s crumbling down. I&#8217;m constantly losing to find myself. And just like written in this book, past haunts me even when I&#8217;m awake. Some things just don&#8217;t go away. They linger until you break down with fragments of memories. I truly regret the times I have taken you both for granted, for not being good enough, and for forgetting that you were growing old too as much as I do.  I&#8217;d trade a day just to be with you again. Even if God will deduct that day in my own span of life, I won&#8217;t mind. I just wish you&#8217;re still here so my father won&#8217;t have to deal with pain alone. He needs you more than anyone else. And maybe it&#8217;s true that we, the living, don&#8217;t forget you, we just learn to live without you. Things would&#8217;ve been different if you&#8217;re still here, I guess. I just hope you&#8217;re fine wherever you are. I love you and will always do.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been years since you&#8217;ve been gone. I built a new world without you and now it&#8217;s crumbling down. I&#8217;m constantly losing to find myself. And just like written in this book, past haunts me even when I&#8217;m awake. Some things just don&#8217;t go away. They linger until you break down with fragments of memories. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-501","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/501","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=501"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/501\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=501"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=501"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=501"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}