Hey, how are you? It’s been 8 months since i read Love Letter to the Dead, and on that time the book helped me, made me feel like there was still hope, but a lot of awful things happened after that, and now i’m lost again. I don’t know who i am, who am i supposed to become, where do i a go now? What i do? I don’t know, i just… I feel so lonely all the time, it’s like i’m the only person in the world, i can’t talk to anybody about what i feel. I don’t hate life, i hate me. I hate people. Because they are always mean. All I lived and saw , always noticed more bad people than good, so what’s the purpose? My mother is really a good person, the best i’ve ever known and all of her life was a shit. Why? Why we have to suffer so much? What’s the purpose? Please someone tell me. I just… I wanted to find someone, ANYONE, who would understand me, what i feel, someone that would say to me and make me believe that i am not alone. But i doubt that this person even exist.
\n Anyway sorry to bother you, but if at least read this entire letter thank you. If you feel like me, PLEASE, tell me i am not alone, you could be my only salvation.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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