{"id":637,"date":"2016-03-27T23:44:26","date_gmt":"2016-03-27T23:44:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-nathan\/"},"modified":"2016-03-27T23:44:26","modified_gmt":"2016-03-27T23:44:26","slug":"dear-nathan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-nathan\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Nathan"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I miss you. and a lot of the time I feel like I don&#8217;t have the right to miss you. Because I wasn&#8217;t as good of a friend as I should have been and I&#8217;m sorry. I treated you like a sometimes friend because half the time our friendship scared me. You had so much going on inside you that was eating you up so you decided that you didn&#8217;t want to feel those things anymore. I have so many regrets when it comes to our friendship: how when I went away to college and you stayed at home I didn&#8217;t talk to you about how that made you feel, how I hadn&#8217;t seen you in weeks because I was busy and I&#8217;m terrible at conversation not in person, how I didn&#8217;t respond to that last text you sent me the day before you ended your life.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sorry you felt like the world would be better off without you. I&#8217;m sorry I couldn&#8217;t be there for you. I&#8217;m sorry I failed to be the friend you deserved. I&#8217;m sorry for everything.  I&#8217;m so sorry.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I miss you. and a lot of the time I feel like I don&#8217;t have the right to miss you. Because I wasn&#8217;t as good of a friend as I should have been and I&#8217;m sorry. I treated you like a sometimes friend because half the time our friendship scared me. You had so much [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-637","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/637","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=637"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/637\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=637"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=637"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=637"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}