I can’t beleive your gone. It’s only been a day since I’ve found out but you’ve been gone for over a month. It hurts to think you’ll never get to be past 25. You were young. Did you do it on purpose or did you think there would still be a tomorrow for you? Have you watched over me? I would have found out tomorrow but I decided to dig through google about my past, looking up names that I know.
\nWhat if Maykayla hates you when she grows up? I won’t let her. Did you think about us? Me. Dad, Hunter, Maykayla? Or was it us, things you didn’t have anymore, that drove you to continue?
\nWhat if I hadn’t avoided you and tried to contact you sooner? Could I have helped you, or just caused myself more pain?
\nI’ll talk to you later. I love you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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