{"id":650,"date":"2016-04-04T01:39:27","date_gmt":"2016-04-04T01:39:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-maria-2\/"},"modified":"2016-04-04T01:39:27","modified_gmt":"2016-04-04T01:39:27","slug":"dear-maria-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-maria-2\/","title":{"rendered":"dear maria"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>okay I just wanted to say that I miss you so much&#8230; your not death or anything  but I wish you could still be the happy little child you used to be.. before anything bad happened.. you were just a sweet innocent little girl. but then everything changed you stopped being happy, and stopped making jokes for the family. I wish you could still be here cause everyone misses you. I wanted to write you because nobody understands you and I know that you are going to rough times. and I know that you are trying a lot not to fall again on that black hole. a lot of people tell me that if I wanted I could change again to that little happy kid and I wish I could  but I just don&#8217;t know how. when I read the book &#8220;love letters to the dead&#8221; and saw that last page that&#8217;s said &#8220;do you have something to say to someone who&#8217;s gone&#8221; I though about you. I liked the idea of writing so&#8230; well I don&#8217;t know I mean I could end up writing to you again. I just wanted to say that I miss being like I was before and that im trying to change<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>okay I just wanted to say that I miss you so much&#8230; your not death or anything but I wish you could still be the happy little child you used to be.. before anything bad happened.. you were just a sweet innocent little girl. but then everything changed you stopped being happy, and stopped making [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-650","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/650","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=650"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/650\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=650"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=650"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=650"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}