{"id":651,"date":"2016-04-04T02:00:15","date_gmt":"2016-04-04T02:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-me-2\/"},"modified":"2016-04-04T02:00:15","modified_gmt":"2016-04-04T02:00:15","slug":"dear-me-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-me-2\/","title":{"rendered":"dear me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>im not dead but im kind of are. all i feel inside of me is emptiness i don&#8217;t have anyone&#8230; i do bad stuff to myself and all i want is to be a happy kid again sometimes im fine and i joke around with my friends and family but then other times i just want to be left a lone and that&#8217;s when i fall on that big dark whole and it takes me a lot to get back up&#8230;i lost my best friend because of that stupid whole. sometimes i just feel like ending it but.. then i don&#8217;t want to die i feel like i just want someone to save me. but i know that&#8217;s never gonna happen&#8230;  a lot of people tell me that im young and a lot of stuff to do still that i still have a whole life to live but&#8230; it seems pointless to me. i do everything wrong and i mess up everything. sometimesni just feel worthless, well maybe i am.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>im not dead but im kind of are. all i feel inside of me is emptiness i don&#8217;t have anyone&#8230; i do bad stuff to myself and all i want is to be a happy kid again sometimes im fine and i joke around with my friends and family but then other times i just [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-651","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=651"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=651"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=651"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=651"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}