It’s weird how the smallest things can make me miss you. I can hear someone hum and miss how you’d sing to me. I can hear someone laugh and miss the laughter that lit up your brown eyes. I can see a post-it note and miss the way you’d leave clever little jokes in my locker. I can see a couple hugging and miss the way you’d hold me. I miss the thump-thump-thump of your heart. I felt so safe in your arms, like nothing could ever harm me. I should have been holding you. I should have protected you…..I shouldn’t have let you leave that night. No, I should have went with you. Then maybe the car crash would have killed me and kept you safe. I hope you’re safe now, Eth. I’m sorry I wasn’t there when it happened, E. I miss you everyday, my baby boy. I hope you’re lighting up heaven with that contagious smile.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It’s weird how the smallest things can make me miss you. I can hear someone hum and miss how you’d sing to me. I can hear someone laugh and miss the laughter that lit up your brown eyes. I can see a post-it note and miss the way you’d leave clever little jokes in my […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-873","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/873","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=873"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/873\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=873"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=873"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=873"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}