its only been 12 days but it feels like a lifetime,I wake up every morning and wish for a morning text or call. I want to tell you everyday how much you mean to me ,how much I loved you and I know ud be telling me too.I miss you so bad and I don’t know how its ever going to be in my life without you. I just feel sad that I wasn’t there when it happened maybe I would have told you to go home and it would be different right now. I shared the best 2 years of my life with you and I know to other people 2 years is not a long time but to me twas a lifetime because I know in my heart it will never be the same without you. I have lost a best friend, a mentor and a man I loved with all my heart. you always turned up everytime I needed a helping hand, you taught me how to be happy. I have a lot of things to say but all I have right now is just memories in my mind and the pictures we took together. The outside world has lost its attractions for me since uve been gone and I hope one day ill be strong enough and accept the reality that you are gone.
\nI miss you everyday and love you more with each passing moment. thank you for changing my life and loving me back. you will forever be in my heart.
\nI love you with every bit of my heart babe<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
its only been 12 days but it feels like a lifetime,I wake up every morning and wish for a morning text or call. I want to tell you everyday how much you mean to me ,how much I loved you and I know ud be telling me too.I miss you so bad and I don’t […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-893","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/893","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=893"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/893\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=893"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=893"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=893"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}