{"id":914,"date":"2017-01-23T20:36:45","date_gmt":"2017-01-23T20:36:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-grandpa-17\/"},"modified":"2017-01-23T20:36:45","modified_gmt":"2017-01-23T20:36:45","slug":"dear-grandpa-17","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/dear-grandpa-17\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Grandpa"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Its going to be 4 years since you left me. I still cant seem to let you go, and each year without you gets harder. I finally found someone I can trust, his name is Erik. You would have liked him. he has always been there for me&#8230;.and he plans n always being with me. I still rather be spending my nights talking to you. I miss your minty smell, your tattooed arms, your big hugs, and the way you always quoted Rudolph when Clarise calls him cute. I no watch NCIS all the time, its my way of knowing that part of you is still here. I loved you&#8230;I love you, so much, I wish I could have another day, moment that I could share with you. I want to say my goodbye, hug you one more time, let you know how much I love you. I wish you would have never asked them to discharge you, you could have gotten better, still been here. Sometimes I still sense your presence, here weird voices. Ill find random things of your in places they weren&#8217;t before. I know your still here, somewhere&#8230;but do you care enough to come back to me&#8230;.to fix the innocent heart you shattered that night. I love you grandpa, so much, I just wish you were here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Its going to be 4 years since you left me. I still cant seem to let you go, and each year without you gets harder. I finally found someone I can trust, his name is Erik. You would have liked him. he has always been there for me&#8230;.and he plans n always being with me. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-914","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/914","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=914"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/914\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}