It’s coming up to a year in March. I miss you. You didn’t ask for this. Neither of you. The people who loved you didn’t expect this. I was so caught up into my own life, that I never would see it come, but it did. And it hurt. Somedays I don’t know how to live with it. Sometimes I want to be with both of you. I broke down. Multiple times. There were nights that I couldn’t breathe. There were days, where pain is the only thing I felt. I ran back to old problems only to create bigger one’s for myself. I hurt myself. I hurt others too. Before you both left, it’s like my life and all of my love was in the middle of a hurricane. And by the time the hurricane stopped, too much was destroyed. That’s when I started to destroy myself too.. I want to start something new. I believe there is a new story to be told, and many more to come. But I’ll leave it simple. This part of the story is called acceptance. I know you’ll both be around to see it..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It’s coming up to a year in March. I miss you. You didn’t ask for this. Neither of you. The people who loved you didn’t expect this. I was so caught up into my own life, that I never would see it come, but it did. And it hurt. Somedays I don’t know how to […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-935","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-letters"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/935","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=935"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/935\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveletters.avadellaira.com\/love-letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}