"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

You had to go to early. I wanted you to be the one, who brings me to the altar, when I get married one day. I think it’s my fault that you’re dead. If we visited you the weekend before you died, you probably wouldn’t be dead. I love you and I miss you. I cry a lot if someone show me things that reminds me of you. If I start playing the piano I play the song you showed me once at first. Dad, are you on a better place where you are right now? Do you have any pain? I hope you and Beethoven are talking about the symphonies he wrote. You liked his music very much. And I hope you and the woman you loved and the child what wasn’t born before she died in an car accident before you married mom are living together. I hope you’re good, there where you are. I love you and I miss you.