"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

They say you entered the world you were already gone. Not sure how long but I hope it wasn’t long. I’m really trying to stay strong for your siblings and dad but I’m taking under a little. I really hope you come back to your mommy in some way because I can’t have anymore after you. I miss you more than words can express and having to force a smile for your siblings is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I love you my baby. Please come back and visit me as many times as you can Jay’Siah. I need you my baby. Keep watching over us till we meet again baby boy. I love you.

They say you entered the world you were already gone. Not sure how long but I hope it wasn’t long. I’m really trying to stay strong for your siblings and dad but I’m taking under a little. I really hope you come back to your mommy in some way because I can’t have anymore after you. I miss you more than words can express and having to force a smile for your siblings is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I love you my baby. Please come back and visit me as many times as you can Jay’Siah. I need you my baby. Keep watching over us till we meet again baby boy. I love you.

They say you entered the world you were already gone. Not sure how long but I hope it wasn’t long. I’m really trying to stay strong for your siblings and dad but I’m taking under a little. I really hope you come back to your mommy in some way because I can’t have anymore after you. I miss you more than words can express and having to force a smile for your siblings is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I love you my baby. Please come back and visit me as many times as you can Jay’Siah. I need you my baby. Keep watching over us till we meet again baby boy. I love you.

They say you entered the world you were already gone. Not sure how long but I hope it wasn’t long. I’m really trying to stay strong for your siblings and dad but I’m taking under a little. I really hope you come back to your mommy in some way because I can’t have anymore after you. I miss you more than words can express and having to force a smile for your siblings is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I love you my baby. Please come back and visit me as many times as you can Jay’Siah. I need you my baby. Keep watching over us till we meet again baby boy. I love you.

They say you entered the world you were already gone. Not sure how long but I hope it wasn’t long. I’m really trying to stay strong for your siblings and dad but I’m taking under a little. I really hope you come back to your mommy in some way because I can’t have anymore after you. I miss you more than words can express and having to force a smile for your siblings is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I love you my baby. Please come back and visit me as many times as you can Jay’Siah. I need you my baby. Keep watching over us till we meet again baby boy. I love you.

Espero que vocês estejam juntos finalmente. Ainda que a ordem natural não tenha sido respeitada, já é algo.

Vó, você não sabe o quanto a minha vida mudou nos últimos meses. Para melhor dessa vez. Sinto falta da senhora, mas sinto que nosso último dia juntas foi perfeito e espero que tenha sido para você também. Espero que a senhora esteja bem, descansando com muita paz. Confesso que não imaginei que nos conectariamos no final da sua vida, mas sou grata por ter vivido isso. Amo muito a senhora e talvez você não aprove o que eu tenho a contar para o G., mas isso não diminui o que sinto por você. E acredito que não diminua o que você sente por mim.

G., voltando aos meus relatos para ti. Ele não era quem eu pensava ou tentava acreditar que era. Nem eu. Felizmente. Não lembro quando foi a última vez que nos falamos, mas agora eu moro sozinha, ou quase, já que tenho a cachorra mais incrível e pé no saco do mundo, mas desde a chegada dela, tudo se tornou mais feliz. Assim como a chegada das meninas, as coisas mais preciosas que o meu mundo já viu. Ainda não estou ... Read more

My dearest, though you are no longer with me, my love for you remains strong. In the silence, I still hear your voice, and in the darkness, I still see your smile. You may be gone, but you will never be forgotten. Your memory lives on in my heart, and I will carry it with me forever.

I’ll never forget the countless hours we spent together in the garden, watching plants grow and learning about patience and nurturing. Your guidance not only taught me gardening skills but also valuable life lessons. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and love.

My dearest, though you are no longer with me, your memory stays close to my heart. I cherish the moments we shared and the love we had. Your presence in my life made me a better person. I will always love you.

Querido abuelo, ya van 2 años de tu partida y te sigo extrañándote como si fuera el primer día , no nos pudimos despedir como hubiera querido, pero siempre te tengo en mi mente y corazón . Recuerdo, siempre tus historias que me contabas , tuve que aprovecharlas mejor, ya que hoy en día no tengo quien me cuente cómo tú lo hacías diario , extraño que me digas “nena” . Perdón, perdón por no despedirme de ti , perdón por no saber valorar esos hermosos momentos que tuvimos, sé que estás presente en cada logro y en cada problema que tengo en mi vida, pero aveces necesito oírte de nuevo. La vida es un misterio, y con tu partida me quedo más que claro que debo aprovecharla al máximo, siempre estarás presente en mi vida, mi hermano se parece a ti , así que nunca te olvidaré , y estás en mi igual y en mi mamá, espero algún día volver a verte o poder volver a escuchar tus historias .

Te amo abuelo y siempre lo haré 💕💕