"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Hey, how are you? Hope you are doing fine. Sometimes, I wish I have someone to rant to, I mean my parents are ok, but I hate ranting my problems to them because they will worry about me a lot. They already have their own problem and I don’t want to be a burden or add on to their problem. I’ll just rant to you through this ok? College is hard. I am struggling so so much. I don’t know if I can do this? Thinking positive is so hard. I’m trying so hard to think positive, but nothing is going through my way? Do you think God is just testing me right now? To see how strong am I? I hope this is all temporary. I am slowly feeling depressed, grandpa. I’m scared. I don’t want the same thing to happen again. That is why I’m tying so hard to think positive. It’s like every week I’m crying and that’s not healthy, I know. I think I’ll do something about it though, I think I’ll talk to my mentor or teacher? I can’t just bottle it all it, it’s dangerous. Anyway, thank you for reading. I love you.