"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

six+ years now. nothing about it feels real. i’m starting therapy because of it. i just i go through waves of missing you i guess. i’ve gotten a lot stronger now though. lennon is so so so amazing. i just can’t believe he looks so much like you. you would be so proud of us. i’m thinking about pursuing forensic science after high school. i’m so mad at the world for not letting you be here for my 16th birthday, or my first homecoming, or letting you meet my first real boyfriend (who ended up being a dick anyways). i’ve been missing you a lot recently and it just doesn’t seem right sitting in my room talking to myself, but this helps. i love you a lot, dad.