"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I think I’m gonna change… and grandpa was right. About everything. But I just hope I’ll get my chance to prove myself. But first I have to find out who I really am. I have to find out where I belong and who should stay in my life or whether should pass. My mind’s full of thoughts and unexplained things… I feel like I’m going to explode by thinking about it. Do you understand? I think I’m just too special for anyone… Maybe I don’t deserve love or something but I just wonder how things got like this… how can anyone be so specific? My goals are just finding my soulmate, true friends and create a real and wonderful family… Maybe my dream will become true… I just hope so.