"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

hi, so, I’m 20 years old. Its really a weird age grandpa, some of my friends are engaged, getting married, some are in probation or in jail for doing drugs. Its kind of confusing, I feel like its the age where everyone really have no choice but to act like an adult ? Idk. Some days, I wake up, I can’t believe that I’m 20 too. I feel like, every year, it really gets harder and harder. But, I really like to believe that I’m getting stronger too. But who knows if I’m really getting stronger? Can you believe that I’m graduating next year? Wouldn’t it be better if you got to see it in person too? :/ I hope you’re proud of me. I miss you, a lot.