"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I know you have been dead for a while now. I have realised what you said about grandma. I miss the stories and the tricks that you to do, I still do not know how to do that pen trick but I am working on it. I promise that I will work it out . I think I have fallen into depression, there is a lot I have stuggled with like the bulling at 5 and then going into a operation at 10 under a year that you passed way I wish that you were still because when you left you tried to tell us that grandma had the early stages of memory loss, I wore mum come home crying and the family always in a head lock. But I think you were and still are the best think in my life.