"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I really don’t know how to start this letter off other than sorry. I don’t really know why I’m sorry to be honest. I just, am. There really isn’t a heaven or a hell is there? It’s just some thing made up to protect us from the shadows that will haunt us if we figure out there really isn’t one. That, that right there, that really sucks. But we all believe in something that isn’t true at one point in our life don’t we? The explanation would take to long and the song, it would be a little to long.
I chose you because the music you made is relatable. Most people just hear screaming, but us, the fandom, hear the meaning. It’s strange how people could hate a ton of music with meaning, when people listen to music that means nothing. It makes me think, what happened to society? But I just think that a lot, I think it because people today just don’t really pay attention to music. They don’t pay attention to the meaning, the lyrics, all people care about anymore is the beat… That hurts. A lot.
I’ve realized many people that like music like yours are considered emo, goth, punk, scene, etc. like, really? It’s so foreign to me. I like your type of music and try not to get called emo because I all honesty, its really stupid. I get aggravated by people at my school because of the music I like. I have one friend that likes my music because I got her into that music. So, really if it weren’t for me introducing my friend into my music I would really be alone.
I feel as though even with that few people that listen to the music I like that I know I just feel alone. It really sucks. So that’s how I feel. I would really like to know how you felt in your last moments breathing your last breaths. Did you think of how the band would take it? What about your wife? I guess my questions will never be answered considering I would like to know your last words to. I love the quote “Keep listening to music, it gets you through everything. I promise.” Which is true. But not all music gets you through everything. I listen to music when I’m down and sometimes it doesn’t work. But I try.
So thanks if your ghost reads this. Umm, I really don’t have anymore comments I’ve talked about some problems. So thanks for reading, I guess?