"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I expected a life with you I had grown to having a brother. I was so excited being hust 8 years old. I didn’t really know why We keft you at the hospital until my parents had told me how your body wasn’t right. I cry to this day. I was waiting for a little brother and I had all ready lost one brother losing two was hard. If I could talk to you now I would tell you how much I love you and wished I had you and how much better my lufe could of been. I know this is short but I really just want you to know unlike most of the family wants to forget I want to luve for you and hold up for you.