"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

okay I just wanted to say that I miss you so much… your not death or anything but I wish you could still be the happy little child you used to be.. before anything bad happened.. you were just a sweet innocent little girl. but then everything changed you stopped being happy, and stopped making jokes for the family. I wish you could still be here cause everyone misses you. I wanted to write you because nobody understands you and I know that you are going to rough times. and I know that you are trying a lot not to fall again on that black hole. a lot of people tell me that if I wanted I could change again to that little happy kid and I wish I could but I just don’t know how. when I read the book “love letters to the dead” and saw that last page that’s said “do you have something to say to someone who’s gone” I though about you. I liked the idea of writing so… well I don’t know I mean I could end up writing to you again. I just wanted to say that I miss being like I was before and that im trying to change