"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

im not dead but im kind of are. all i feel inside of me is emptiness i don’t have anyone… i do bad stuff to myself and all i want is to be a happy kid again sometimes im fine and i joke around with my friends and family but then other times i just want to be left a lone and that’s when i fall on that big dark whole and it takes me a lot to get back up…i lost my best friend because of that stupid whole. sometimes i just feel like ending it but.. then i don’t want to die i feel like i just want someone to save me. but i know that’s never gonna happen… a lot of people tell me that im young and a lot of stuff to do still that i still have a whole life to live but… it seems pointless to me. i do everything wrong and i mess up everything. sometimesni just feel worthless, well maybe i am.