"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

its only been 12 days but it feels like a lifetime,I wake up every morning and wish for a morning text or call. I want to tell you everyday how much you mean to me ,how much I loved you and I know ud be telling me too.I miss you so bad and I don’t know how its ever going to be in my life without you. I just feel sad that I wasn’t there when it happened maybe I would have told you to go home and it would be different right now. I shared the best 2 years of my life with you and I know to other people 2 years is not a long time but to me twas a lifetime because I know in my heart it will never be the same without you. I have lost a best friend, a mentor and a man I loved with all my heart. you always turned up everytime I needed a helping hand, you taught me how to be happy. I have a lot of things to say but all I have right now is just memories in my mind and the pictures we took together. The outside world has lost its attractions for me since uve been gone and I hope one day ill be strong enough and accept the reality that you are gone.
I miss you everyday and love you more with each passing moment. thank you for changing my life and loving me back. you will forever be in my heart.
I love you with every bit of my heart babe