"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I… Am so fucking sorry… I’m sorry for so many fucking things… I’m sorry for hating you… I’m sorry for trying to push you out of my life… And I’m sorry for wanting you in hell. I… I hope I didn’t mean any of it. I’m still not very sure about myself… which drives me insane… I’m sorry for everything alright. We’re moving to another fucking country which our fucking dad it was a fucking great idea. Fuck him I wish he fucking dies so I could write him a letter here and wish he fucking burns in hell. We’re leaving early… I think… And it’s before your death anniversary… It’ll be the first time spending it without you which sounds fucking stupid and then I,m going to spend our birthday by myself too. No visiting the columbarium… I’m going to miss you so fucking much….. I’m sorry. This makes me so angry!!!!!!