"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I really miss you more than everything, but with the nostalgia I gained the confidence to believe I don’t need you to live. You taught me many things, especially to believe in me, believe I’m extremely beautiful, extremely capable, extremely hot, that I shouldn’t surrender to anyone, should I just do what I want to do, even if they insist too much, but I surrendered myself to you, I ruined my life because of you, and who now suffer is me, those who suffer the consequences of our mistakes is me. You ruined many things, but you fixed many things too, you healed my wrists, you ended up with my shame of my body, you were the first, and to you I surrender myself again. If I told anyone what you did to me, and then told what still feel for you, they would call me crazy, but I can not do anything if you stole my heart and led him to where ever you are.