"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I know it’s silly, writing to a fictional character but I can relate to you, in a way. I have a twin brother, he’s alive and well but we used to be attached at the hip. Like you and Fred but ever since I left, we barely speak. It’s like talking to a stranger. I’ve changed more than he has honestly. I have depression, PTSD and anxiety because of a stupid mistake. I feel you may have it too, you went through an awful loss. But because of the events that have caused me so much mental pain, it’s like I’m dead to the world. I wish I could go back and warn myself that he wasn’t good for me. It’s been five years but I’m still scared of him. I wish i could reach in and save Fred. I connected with you two the most, I understand what it’s like being the forgotten child. Going down a risky path. I just hope one day I’ll be successful, like you.