"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Hii, I hope you’re doing okay. I know its bad for me to say this , but I’m lowkey jealous of you. You don’t have to experience how shitty and chaotic this world is. Lately, there’s too much things going on in our family, I don’t know how dad is able to handle it. I can’t and I refused to acknowledge it. I can feel my body giving up on me, also school is hard (what’s new?) . I feel like this month is going to be a challenge. I don’t know how I’m gonna cope, but I think I’ll be okay.
Sometimes, I wonder, if you were still here, would things be completely different? Could you prevent the situation from happening? or would it be more chaotic? Who knows. Anyways, please rest well, we will take good care of your wife and the things here, don’t worry.