"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I’m really sorry that we have never met. I think about you more and more as I grow older. I always want to ask my dad about you, but I don’t want to remind him about your passing. I wonder if I am anything like you or if my sister is anything like you. These few months have been very difficult to me. I ended high school and now I am waiting for acceptance letter from college. I am really scared of what is infront of me, I am scared about my whole future, because I realised that I will never know how my future will look like. I hope I will go to college and not to work rigth now, because I don’t want to grow up yet and I feel like my teenage years flew away so quickly and I didn’t really pay attention to them.
I hope I will ever get the courage to ask my dad about you and I hope you know about my difficulties.
I sometimes feel like you are in our house and you are trying to be more vocal about it.
Whereever you are now I hope you are doing well.
I love you very much.