"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Hey, I know you won’t read it. You don’t evan understand english, but it’s a bit easier to me to write you this way. I need you. I know I didn’t cried a lot when you passed away but I just couldn’t believe that. I think that the times in your garden was the best in my live. I didn’t know how lucky I was to have something like that. It was a pure happines. Now you’re gone and I don’t now how to face my demons anymore. I’m scared and I don’t think I can handle it. I just reaaly hope you still love me. I know I’m not the innocent girl anymore, but it’s still me here inside. I hope you can see R. from heaven. I hope you know how amazing she is. I’m sure she would love you as much as I did. I know you are somewhere nice and grandpa is definitely by your side. Please send him my love and tell him I miss him and I love him. I’m not sure I ever said that to him.