"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I know that you’re a fictional character, my mother doesn’t like your story much judging by the reviews they gave it. But I loved it, and I understood you. I would love to write an alternative ending where you get to live, but then it kinda makes sense that you died. Which I know sounds sick, even though it’s for the sake of good story telling. If you were real then it would be really sick too. You have a very interesting life… Your Parents loved you and… It must’ve been excruciating that they were ignoring you… People in school were assholes to you, but then they don’t deserve anything horrible that I or everyone for that matter, is thinking. You did’,t deserve to die, and I guess in you head you didn’t care if you deserved it or not. You didn’t really say that you thought you deserved to die… But I have a feeling that you did too anyway… I know that feeling, not caring about yourself. You start giving up on everything because you know, you’ll kill yourself anyway so whatever. You took the world by storm, and not just your fictional world, but everyone else’s. It made people angry, it made people cry, and maybe so,e even felt happy reading it. I just finished watching the Netflix series… Your suicide scene fucked me up hard… I saw how the way your parents reacted when they saw you… I saw your mother being completely in denial and refused to believe that you were dead, she wanted to believe that’s you were gonna be okay. And I bet that when the medics finally came in and told them that you were dead, must’ve fucked her up completely… I know your fictional, and I don’t even know much about you. I only know you by those tapes and it highlighted the worst parts of your life… That was the tragic and broken Hannah… I would’ve loved the Happy Hannah or any kind of Hannah.

Your suicide made me think a lot… I want to kill myself too… But after what I saw… I don’t know. I’m still thinking.