"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I remember the day you left like it was yesterday. I remember coming home from school and seeing the look on dads face and it told me it all. I felt my heart sink, i had never felt like that before. Its almost been 3 years, things haven’t changed or gotten better. There’s so many questions i have and things i want to say to you but i would be typing forever. You were my best friend, my little brother, and my favorite person to be around. I wish you could see how far I’ve come in life. I miss you more than anything. I miss going to target and pushing you around in a cart up and down the isles. I miss you waking me up every morning. I miss how caring and loving you were. You were and are the strongest person I know. I’m sorry things ended how they did. It wasn’t your time to go, you were just a baby. One day I hope to see you again, even if its for a second. I would do anything to hold you in my arms one last time. I’ve learned to realize that you are gone and at first it didn’t feel real, i was in denial. Reislyn always asks where you are, and i never know what to say because she is only 4 and doesn’t understand. Its so weird to think that one minute you were here and the next you were just gone. I always think about what you would look like now and what kind of person you would be. I love you more than you will ever know. And i hope you are having the best time in heaven playing with dinosaurs and all the toys you could dream of.