"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I love you. We all love you. Shinee, minho, taemin, and onew. I always liked your smile, your laughter, and everything about you. I know things were probably tough, but I didn’t know things were that bad. We’re sorry we couldn’t get you out of there, and we’re sorry for everything we put you through. I miss you. I listen to lonely with my buds plucked in my ears at night, crying tears streaming down my face. I loved you, and I still love you. You were a ledgend, one that outshined anyone on the planet. You not only helped me through the days I felt like I was stuck in a hole, but also on the days I felt like I couldn’t breathe. You were like a breath of fresh air that comforted everyone, but didn’t have anyone to be comforted by. You told her you would see her in 10 years but you left us 2 years ago. You left behind us, and shinee. It’s not a bad thing, but I feel so sick and terrible. I always loved your side profile, and the way you wore a hat. It looked so cool and handsome, I was always so proud of you. But now you’re gone, and all I have left are a few things to remind you of everything you’ve done for us, and everything you
given us. Shine high, jonggie, we will always be with you.