"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

You left me 1 year ago today. You took your life without thinking once about me. You always talked about how we were going to grow old together and have children. How do you think I feel? I miss you right now. Even though it was a whole year ago. I can’t stand the feeling of not having you here. I hate you so much for leaving me here… but yet I still love you so much. Please, please be able to at least feel and understand my words. I will never forget you… I can’t. Your beautiful blue eyes, your dark black hair, your amazing personality. You always seemed happy. Every day you would cheer someone up and little did I know that you weren’t happy. You could have gotten help. You didn’t have to jump. I love you so much Kai. My precious book that told me to come and write this letter. The book you left me with your suicide in it. The book that makes me cry every time I read it. The book you fingertips touched a year ago. I have re-read it a hundred times baby. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.