"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I like to think you are proud of me. Everyone tells me you would be, but most of the time I question myself. I wonder if I’ve made too many mistakes and you are ashamed of me, was I too drunk at that party, should I have waited til I was married to have kids? Sometimes I just wish you could answer, I feel I’ve let you down in so many ways. If you are embarrassed by me I’m sorry, ever since I lost you I’ve been trying to figure out how to get back to normal and i realized my life is and never will be normal without you in it, so I try my best. For you, cause I know you’d want me to fight, and I will. I’ll fight.