"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

You aren’t dead but my relationship with you is. And in all honesty it should have been dead 3 years ago when I first started having a crush on you. I was the only person who trusted you with anything. But all you did was smoke weed and get drunk everyday of your life. I loved you, actually I still do love you. I always will, but you’ve put me through way to much. All you wanted me for was sex and I was stupid enough to almost fall for it, but luckily I found out you kissed Skylar. But I wanna say thanks. Thanks for helping me find out who I really am, and thanks for putting me through so much pain that I realized how little something was. But also thanks for being there for me when I needed somebody to talk to. You were a pretty good friend for the first 2 years. But now you go to a completely different school and no longer live near me. I’m gonna miss you messing with me, but I’ve got to get over you. But if by any chance you ever read this and somehow find a way to actually care about me again. Call me, text me, randomly show up at my house. I don’t care. I miss you allloooyt. But please, stop with the drugs and find out who you really are❤️