"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

It’s been 5 years since we lost you, yet the pain is still there. I wanna let you know how much I love you. I wanna hug you so much yet you’re not there anymore. Sometimes, I get inside your room, I feel the pain because I remember the memories whenever I stayed there. I remember every time you combed my hair. I remember every time you hug me to sleep. I remember every time I stayed in your room just to hug you. How I wished everything goes back to the way it was. When me and my brother were still small. When we’d go to the malls and buy stuffs. When you were still here. But I know, it won’t be anymore, and everything’s different. I want you to know I love you and I miss you so much. Yes mom, I still cry sometimes, but its alright. I know I’d get it through one day. I know you’re watching over us from Heaven. I know you’re happy there. I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU. One day, I’ll be alright, I’ll be fine, don’t worry.